Sunday, February 22, 2015

Conducting the Inner Voices

1 Lent B      February 22, 2015
Gen. 9:8-17           Ps.    25:1-9   
1 Peter 3:18-22         Mark 1:9-13
   You have gotten used to me when I preach being the "father of all digressions," and you often are thinking before your sermon nap, "surely he digresses." I digress  usually as way of building a temporary context within which we might find current and relevant insights from the biblical writings which in their face value presentations are often distant and inaccessible to our modern patterns of life and thought.  The modern Enlighten and Modern science has taught us to divide up all knowledge and life experience into disciplines, "ologies", and many other compartments.  Religious faith and Sunday Church stuff has unwittingly been relegated to the equivalence of a most important sub-category of art and entertainment.   And so when we do our religious faith, we detach from our scientific mind and enter a Disneyesque sort of kingdom of Magical Realism.  The stuff of the Bible does not comport with our scientific lives and our commonsensical lives which we live outside of the Disneyesque Magic Realism of the Sunday Eucharist.  And so here we are again in the magic kingdom on this First Sunday in the Magical season of Lent.
  In my digression, I would want to set up the possibilities of coming to some insights about the forty days of the Temptation of Jesus by Satan in the wilderness.  The Gospel account of the temptation of Jesus is the one of the inspirations for how the season of Lent has come to be understood and practiced.
  Could I get us all to agree that we are limited to having just human experiences?  So by necessity we are anthropocentric, that is we can only understand and see things from a human centered way.  Even if we think we have special empathy with animals or with God, we still have but varieties of human empathy.  Could I also get us to agree that what defines humanity in Western culture is what we call personhood?  So here is a new word, personocentric.  We most often treat everything in personal terms.  Since we regard God to be greater than humanity, we assume God is also superlative personhood.  To deny God's personhood would be to say that God is less than what we regard to be a the most important aspect of humanity.
  We as personocentric human beings, assume God is also a person in the superlative sense.  But there something else about human behavior.  We use a figure of speech called synecdoche when we let something partial stand in as representing a whole.  A person makes little people out of all of the parts of his or her being.  I say my "toe hurts" as though my toe were a little independent person within myself.  Or my heart aches or my heart feels sad.  We say that our body talks and in our speech we give personal identity to interior parts like soul, spirit, mind,ego, superego, id, heart and gut.  We as personocentric beings cannot help but bestow personhood on all sorts of fragments of ourselves.
  We cannot help but confer personhood on almost everything and we also have inherited the tradition of personalizing the shadow and counter being of God, also known as Satan, the serpent, Beelzebul, Lucifer and the Devil.  If God is Holy Personhood, God's deprived counter-part is the personalize force who has come to be known as the devil and he has his fallen angels and demonic personal messengers.
 The spiritual and faith tradition in which we live teaches us that we are involved in this great cosmic battle between the Holy and Special Personhood of God and the deprived personhood of the divine counter-part, the devil.
  To live is to be in this cosmic epic adventure.  How do we martial our internal forces when our minds and our interior lives become the proverbial "devil’s playground?"  We have in literature the figure Faust and Mephistopheles who are figures who became "evil" geniuses because they supposedly sold their souls to the devil for the kind of public recognition which they wanted.
  The temptation of Jesus presents to us Jesus as the hero of the interior life who re-enters the Garden of Eden long after human eviction and it has become the wild and dangerous wilderness.  The serpent is presented under the guise the devil, the accuser and like a crooked prosecuting attorney.
  The devil and accuser attains personal identity in the same way all of our interior energies and forces do and the devil like a ventriloquist is borrowing of  the voices of the worst tormentors in the memories of our lives.  Everyone who suggested that we could not do something or that we were not valued, not good enough, not beautiful enough or didn't have the perfect body is able to come to be the devil's interior accusing voice.   The personal voices of our inward accusers can be many to which we are particularly vulnerable in times of crises.  The devil as an interior voice is the voice of the trickster appears to Jesus as the once  serpent in the Garden of Eden.  The trickster's voice within us tries to throw off our timing; tries to get us to do good things at the wrong time and for the wrong number of times even to make us addicts.  The voices are tailored to our own history and so we are vulnerable.  The voices invite us to misuse religion and even misinterpret the Bible.  The satanic voice told Jesus that he could jump from a high place because the Psalmist wrote some poetry about angels catching someone in a fall.  The voices tried to get Jesus to replace his interpretation of gravity with a poetic safety net of angels.  The voices told Jesus to sell his brilliant soul and his talents and gifts to become the ruler of the world.  We have megalomaniac voices which falsely inflate our egos.  We can have paranoid voices and all sorts of voices within us.  We have voices that tempt us to worry obsessively about what someone else might be thinking about us.
  The story of Jesus meeting the great accuser is a story about there being a hero of the soul who is the model for us to become heroes when we take up the task of mediating our interior lives into thinking, emotions, choices, speaking and actions in our lives.  To grow mature in our lives is to learn to be the conductor of the orchestra of voices within us, some of which can at times seem to push us to things that are not good or healthy for us.  Jesus spoke words of rebuke to the voice of the devil who confronted him.  Jesus asserted himself as the author and playwright of the voices within his life.  He silenced the voices of the accuser with the authority of a conductor cutting off a cacophonous section of the orchestra.
  It is good for us to know that there is a hero of the interior; someone who has faced the inner voices, those fragments of personalities.  Jesus  brought them into rebuke and order, and who can now be known in us as the Higher Power of the Risen Christ to do the same.
  The Risen Christ in our lives stands as the invitation for us to come to this same soundness of mind.  I am not suggesting that we are called to be such solitary heroes as Jesus seemed to be.  I would suggest that young people or people in times of crisis seek out those who help them to rebuke the accusing and destructive voices of the interior and let the angelic voices of positive affirmation come to prominence.  This is why counseling and spiritual direction is a good personal habit.  Inner voices can be seductive and misleading and this why one should seek help from a seasoned friend of souls to help one advance in the goal of becoming the free conductor and author of one's own life.
  It is now Lent.  It is a time to become better conductors of the all of the voices of the fragments of personalities which arise within our interior world.  I present to you, Jesus Christ, as the one who was honest about the great shadows voices which arise from within, but as one who attained a self-understanding and an understanding of God as his Father. Jesus as God's beloved Son exercised the authority to conduct his own interior life.
  My prayer for each of us is that we would seek the authority of Christ in the conducting of all of the elements of our interior lives so that we may during this season of Lent make further progress in the art of living.  As we become skillful conductors of all of the personified inner voices of our lives, we can know hope and joy, and also give that hope and joy to others.  We are called to be successful resisters of temptations of the satanic voices just like Jesus, and in learning to do so, we are to help others do the same.  Amen.

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